Lost in the crowd
H ave you ever been stuck? In whatever! Literally stuck that you could not get yourself in or out. I previously, several times, mentioned "a certain feeling" that I thought, back then, was the worst feeling ever. Physical incapability, one sided love, losing a loved one, being stressed and overwhelmed all the time, rejection and feeling unwanted. Have you ever experienced a bizarre composite feeling that is the product of a combination of the aforementioned " blues "? Tonight I am stuck in that. No one in the crowd notices and I don't know when I am coming out. Shall I try over and over again despite all the failures? Will Allah answer my Duaa' this time soon enough? Could my stubborn unyielding standards cut me loose? Too many responsibilities, too much pressure, and I do not know a way out.